so today is the second day of spring.....supposably im meant to be in a gd mood..... but i guess not :(
tears came rolling down my face again, and before i could stop, my eyes were red and swallen.
i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me....but i havnt been happy since - i dont know when?!
iv been feeling abit excluded and have no one to talk to.
most of my friends at school hang out in pairs....i feel like the odd one out......other times they're just playing games with their iphones (which i dont have)......on weekends most of them will go on dates with their partners....
and me? il be left alone.....uninvited to any study groups or even just for a drink.....
today after school, i tried to call around 5-8 people, to see if anyone could hang out....but not ONE person was able to say yes.... :( i dont blame them...i guess everyone just has plans for friday afternoons......
something as simple as trying to find a friend could turn into a difficult thing to doㄒ︿ㄒ
tears came rolling down my face again, and before i could stop, my eyes were red and swallen.
i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me....but i havnt been happy since - i dont know when?!
iv been feeling abit excluded and have no one to talk to.
most of my friends at school hang out in pairs....i feel like the odd one out......other times they're just playing games with their iphones (which i dont have)......on weekends most of them will go on dates with their partners....
and me? il be left alone.....uninvited to any study groups or even just for a drink.....
today after school, i tried to call around 5-8 people, to see if anyone could hang out....but not ONE person was able to say yes.... :( i dont blame them...i guess everyone just has plans for friday afternoons......
something as simple as trying to find a friend could turn into a difficult thing to doㄒ︿ㄒ
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