Understanding

today was one of my best bud's birthday. happy 19th to her ^^
she asked me if i could join her after school, with the rest of the group to cut her cake?
it really took me a while to say 'yes'. i really wanted to go, but knowing i could be the one left out, then no.
but eventually i decided to go. i mean after all it could be the last birthday we could be spending together?
after school we met at the food courts. after ruby biting onto some plastic rose, thinking that it could be some sort of
food, it cracked me up....'you made my day' ;)
after cake, yumi and i stood up to leave. on the way to the bus stop we talked about our feelings....
when people get in a relationship, they seem to ignore you, or forget that your still there....
we both understood each other very well....the feeling of...'yea come hang out'......then...ignores you.....because
people are too busy doing what couples do.
being in love dosnt mean that you need to ignore others around you. you still need to care about others feelings as well!
anyways after yumi left, i went to my brother's house again. today his girlfriend helped me do my chinese oral.
she was so caring, so nice....helping me in every way that she could. she changed many words and phrases
that i was unable to read or understand. thank you so much!
you guys make me feel so warm, and that someone out there really understands and cares <3
Thanks!